keskiviikko 16. maaliskuuta 2011

My heart

In my heart, I think, I knew all the time that I'd be going to Japan. And it seems, that's where I'm being leaded to.

"Princess, a queen of hearts-to-be, was so happy that day. So happy indeed, that she spent all day laughing and crying out of pure joy. She danced and she swirled. In her little castle, in a far away country, she painted hearts and she painted the future ahead of her. All she sees now, is pink."

I'm really looking forward for my future, but living in the moment is the best. I'll be enjoying the most out of this coming spring and summer. I'll work hard and receive the price when I'll land to Japan next Fall.

Today, my heart is filled with joy. But the last days it has been full of sorrow because of what happened on Friday 11th of March. Being this far away, I feel weak and faint. All I can do, is pray.

Luulen, että sydämessäni oli koko prosessin ajan varmuus siitä, että elämä kuljettaa minut Japaniin.

Odotan todella, mitä tulevaisuus tuo tullessaan, mutta elän juuri tätä hetkeä, ja että se maistuu makealle. Makeuden sekaan, on kuitenkin sekoittanut karvautta, sillä katastroofi, mikä koetteli Japania viime perjantaina mursi sydämeni täydellisesti. Itkin, ja olen varma, että Taivaskin itki.